That’s 12KG in 2 months…to LOSE!
Mana boleh? 😦 Seriously, I am still very depressed over the fact that I have piled on 12kg since end of 2007 till now. I mean, how could I possibly allow that to happen?! Many times I tried to convince myself that it’s the steroid that I took in 2007 that has caused my rounded-moon-face. But that doesn’t explain why I can no longer pull my jeans past my thighs (that’s like less than 5 fingers above my knees mind u), or pull over a baby-T/tank and not risk crushing my ribs & puncturing my lungs or even breaking my arms while trying to get out of my top! So many clothes in my wardrobe (and that’s after giving a lot away and yet I only have like..wat?…10 or 20pcs to wear (including PJs!) *wail loud loud*
What am I gonna do? I have 2 weddings to attend in June – 6th & 14th! That doesn’t leave me with much choice! And u noe wat?! One’s an oriental theme which means I either wrap myself up like a california temaki, or dress in layers of kimono and walk around the entire evening like a sneaky rat!
And the next wedding is an Indian wedding which I’m required to wear a saree! So, what now? Dress up as a mummy? *pulls hair* I’m the wedding organizer for both these weddings which means there is no way I can get myself out of this. But hey! A cheongsum-look-alike requires great figure and flat tummy. F-L-A-T! Saree may be a little more approval of my flabulous chee cheong fun but c’mon! Those unnecessary lines & stretches.. U’ve gotta be kidding me! Now I feel like the 27 dresses ordeal..
I’m depressed…and worried…and anxious..and I’m so NOT gonna stand on a scale again! *sob out loud*