More than two weeks ago, my life was completely hectic. Work, work, work and work. I didn’t give myself much time or chance to slow down; I just kept pushing to the limit because I don’t want to have time to think or have other thoughts. The past two weeks had been completely crazy; crazy in a different way. My body started to recognize long cycles of exhaustion. I often feel tired and I have been sleeping early and getting up about the same time every morning (albeit the major reluctance to go work). Despite the long(er) hours of sleep, I could not get my energy level up. I blame the never ending dreams.
My morale has been low and my mood is often down. Too many things going on and too many changes happening in & outside of my body. I’m both upset & disappointed. Let’s just say, I’m distracted in all ways. I keep reminding myself of the need to get back into my exercise regime. Imagine how discipline I used to be:
Every Saturday morning I’ll make my way to the pool – hit no less than 7 laps (pardon the slowness)
Stretch and flex on the mat for no less than 3 hours weekly
Hike & climb for at least 3 hours weekly (my supposed cardio)
and now… I have none of the above. Honestly, it is depressing. But somehow, I just don’t have the drive. I have succumbed to my depression.
Lately, I started to have bad headaches. I tried to increase my intake of water and sleep. None helps. Yes, I admit. I am getting far too lazy to be healthy *big heap of sigh*
Anyways, I’ll try.
Oh well, it’s a brand new week already. Time flies and we are already in the 2nd week of March. I have this habit of flipping my phone calendar every night before I sleep. And that really makes me anxious just knowing how easy it is to go by each week. Someone “consoled” me by saying that I still measure my time by weeks; for him, it’s already by years! *yikes* I’m thankful for the off day today. I’m already contemplating to take more days off. Anyhow…we’ll see if I can pull through this week. I have loads to catch up too.
Did I mention I went up to Ipoh during the weekend? Just a short trip for food & some weird shopping (not me..just my granny & aunt). I was suppose to visit the pig farm but the owner was out of town *sad* So, my piggy brothers & sisters, I’ll be back for you again someday k?
I have to hit the sack now before my head explodes and smothers all over. Pleasant week to all :) You may or may not hear from me until the next weekend. So long!