Why am I awake so early?

Tossed over and naturally reached out to my phone. 0535 it reads. Great! Just what I need on a day off. I battled with my (sub-)conscience the entire night about attending the morning meetings or just get a life and skip them all. It is after all an official day off. Just when I thought I have successfully convinced myself to do that, I have to be wide awake at this hour which I would typically be dragging my butts off the bed. Perfect start.

Done with the usual routines of clearing my mails, restock my Tower, check on ALTR and finally I headed for my Instagram. Ashamed at how badly I have abandoned my feed; the one that I could hardly live without once upon a time ago.

Decided to get up and get breakfast to-go ready for Bibs; something he would usually get done for me cos I’m obviously the one who has trouble getting up and ready to go in time >.< After sending the rejoiced hubs (yes, he's all set to party over the weekend he said), I'm suddenly unsure what I should do first. There's so many things lying around the house (what a mess!) and I haven't pack for my 3D2N retreat. Hmmm…guess I'll have a cuppa while I hog the iPad ;)

Just thought I'll also remind you that tomorrow, March 31 is the Earth Hour day. Yup, lights off (to the least) for 60 minutes starting 8.30PM. So, set your reminder so you know you won’t be caught at some cafe or mall when the lights decide to dim down or turn off completely ;) *teehee* I wonder if Dr CTY will make us do that at the HOP…that would be darn freaky. I’m so gonna stick to Meekoo.

Alright. I need to start packing. Contemplating taking a nice personal breakfast at any nearby cafe. Anyone care to join me? ;) Hehe. But I’ll be working. Lolx. Or rather I’ll be prepping my iPod in case I get too bored and i’m not able to chat with anyone. Lotsa quota left behind this weekend peeps!

Ciao and have a good weekend.

System on hibernate

Called in sick this morning. The 2nd time this month. My boss is likely to call this performance issue, but too bad, this is all I can do for myself now.

It’s been over 3 weeks since Bibs and I have been contesting each other with our viruses. When he’s down and fighting the virus, the mutated ones gets to me and it’ll be my turn to go into war with the new traits. Just when my body is about to give in, miraculously I survived without going into a full blown and guess what? Bibs takes over. Fantastic team work isn’t it? This marathon of relay has been going on for weeks now and Panadols have been my good friend. I tried medication and yet nothing quite works; at least not yet.

Slept in a little but still woken up by the vibration of my smart phone (who isn’t too smart to know I’m trying to rest). The only way I can describe how I feel now – is that I wish I can bang my head against the wall and stop the little ants that are crawling around my brain cells or some, even playing trampoline on the cushiony tissues. Eww.

Gonna try to get as much rest as I can cos a day off does not come easily. I know it’s war back in office. Allow me to ignore it for now..

Cheerios!

Everyone’s nightmare

I always believe no right minded person would love to be on a dentist chair. It’s probably the worse place to ever be in. And that’s probably one of the reasons dentistry has never appealed to me; along with all the hygiene issues with patients mouth! *yuck*

My toothache has been persisting for a couple of weeks now. Eating on my right bottom row of teeth hasn’t been all that of a pleasant experience. I’m lying to consoling myself that the gum discomfort is no longer there…and perhaps I can just scoot out and disappear by the time Hubs step out from the torture chamber! *wails*

Me no likey the waiting process. I hate the drilling and polishing sound coming from inside the chamber. Help me!! *gulp*

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No decay..no decay…no extraction..no extraction!! *practicing The Secret*

Resurfaced

I’m back for a short breather.

I don’t know how and why, I’ve completely taken a submarine ride on my cyber life. Perhaps i did pop in and out of the surface to catch my breath occasionally, but certainly not at the rate that i was hoping i could keep up with. What a shame, indeed.

Short of a week into 2 months of marriage life, the most commonly asked question would obviously be “How’s marriage life?”. As if I would be able to differentiate that in a mere 2 months, most of the time my (our) answers would be “I don’t know”; accompanied by a deep shoulder shrug *shameless grin*

With the madness that is going on in my life (nothing new), I am determined to take control of my private life and setting it straight. Priorities need to be reinstated; work, is not what defines my purpose on earth. Screw you, if you are condemning my stand (Pardon the language).

That said, I’m toying the idea of revamping OCR. This blog started off in 2008 with the attempt of giving me an avenue to trash my thoughts (which turn out to be mostly frustrations and depressing records of events). Not that I’m trying to paint a false image of my life, I just think i should very much focus on the right elements and try to be thankful for the most minute things in life – like it or not :) to start off with, I have my new journey as a wife to adjust to. And that alone has quite a fair bit to record down as part of my life chapter.

So, in the coming weeks (likely to be months), I’m determined to iron out some big rocks at work and get out of work on time so I can start to embark on my little project of cyber-soul-searching. No pressure (telling myself).

Until then, I may put a halt on OCR in the near future. But it will not taken down for sure :) if you have any thoughts about what I should blog about; any focus area, or any motivation you would like to throw in for this poor soul, do let me know ;)

Cheers.

P/s: Blogging from Bibs’ iPad on a work day. Sorry, boss. I need inspiration for my work